I'm so late to the game.

Who's even gonna want me?

I don't know.

A little exhausting.

But...

You're the first person I ever talked to about any of this stuff.

Only when they say things like "Alex, you study too much"

or "Don't freak out" or "Go do something fun."

So, your siblings-- they don't experience the same pressures you do.

What?! He's a monster!